sunny so. cal.

My new favorite thought is that I can control the weather with my subconscious. In fact, that is my super power. It started a couple of weeks ago when I was sick. I left work early and it rained all afternoon. So, instead of "food poisoning," which does not sound like anything that would happen in a comic book (or, in my case, a comic book movie), I think that period of sickness was my super power kicking in. You know, like Peter Parker getting sick after being bitten by that crazymutant spider then waking up as Spider-man the next day.

Anyway, yesterday was pretty awful. And today I drove to work in the rain. Thank you, Subconscious.

Rain, to borrow a metaphor from, well, everyone, is a spiritual cleansing for me. I can't hold on to horrible thoughts when it's raining. They're too slippery. And they slip right out of my hands, my mind.

I still don't feel so hot, though. I just don't feel so desperate and angry anymore. I am left with, however, the feeling that I must take action. If I knew what action I was supposed to take, I wouldn't have felt bad to begin with. It's all very frustrating.

The puddles were drying up, but as I write this I can hear the rain start again.